Surprises and ups and downs...

Got a text today from Amanda, my friend, asking if I wanted to run today. What a treat! Sometimes I wonder if other people even think of me and then someone makes time to be around you and you know that they are thinking of you. I am going to miss my friends. I, even now, don't know if this is the right choice to go off to Slovenia for a whole year of my life. I could be going to school getting real skills and starting a real life. But if I don't go now will I ever leave Saint Louis? I was not meant to be a Saint Louisan.